Maybe I was wrong

I was wrong to think that we are just friends and nothing more can happen. I was wrong to think that I can control myself. I was wrong to get close to you. But though I know it's wrong, I don't regret it. Thankful for the moment. Thankful for you. I know someday I will have to wake up...I know it's getting nowhere...but I just hope...just maybe...if it's God's will? I don't know...